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NEEF. TAKES YOU ON A JOURNEY THROUGH HIS CHILDHOOD AND PAINT A VIVID PICTURE OF HOW DEPRESSION COULD TAKE YOU BY SURPRISE AND NEVER LET GO OF ITS NASTY GRIP.
NEEF TAKES YOU THROUGH HIS MIND ALSO, SHOWING SUPPORT TO HIS PRODUCER AND NEW FRIEND THAT JUST SUFFERED A LIFE CHANGING INJURIES THAT LEFT HIM WITHOUT HIS LEFT LEG, WHICH 3 CHILDREN AND BEING THE ONLY BLACK MAN IN HIS HOUSEHOLD. SENZU IS A PLAY ON HEALTH' A BEAN USED IN FAMOUS JAPANESE ANIME CREATED BY TORIYAMA DRAGONBALL Z, DRAGON BALL SUPER, & THE DRAGON BALL FRANCHISE A "SENZU" BEAN IS USED TO HELP Z FIGHTER REGAIN THEIR FULL STRENGTH INSTANTLY.
lyrics
Okay it’s been about 8 year
None of my peers
Helped me up out my depression
All these years
I told the world to suck a dick
Cause
My momma ain’t here
Heavy smoking
Heavy drinking
My mind isn’t there
It’s never nothing personal
Follow me yeah
Screaming out so
Loud
But nobody hear
I told help me with my dreams
They covered their ears
I could never fall asleep so many tears
I could take you down the path of soldier
Hold up
We gone celebrate
Cuz we grown up
Mommy I just wish that could see
Me how I’m so tough
Next year we gone buy a crib
By the ocean
Just so I could see your energy
In the motion
Happy that I see another
Do the most yup
Ricky you gone kill it with the beats
He ready to eat
You fell down
And got up
on your feet they watching you bleed
Nigga stop the bitching
Eat this bean
Your energy weak
You gone have to show em
Everyday they playing with heat
You got kids around
The
World that suffers. Like
Me
All the boys and little girls
That prayers ain’t reach
Hey nigga fuck up out of here
With all that soft shit
Remember when your mommy died
Your aunt dog shit
Let it off up in the broad day
Heart colder
Than a winter that’s in Norway
I keep it pushing
Nothing personal
I kick a verse to you
You probably think it’s biblical
I do what sinners do
We leave them bitches miserable
And scream out medic too
The medicine will get to you
She off her menistryel
Some demon fighting in head
They want me to die
I feel I’m walk-in on the ledge
Don’t push me aside
My energy is fading slow
Just look at my eyes
I paint picture
In a song
You peep the disguise
Hey pussy
Don’t be a fuck nigga
They gone love you gone
Don’t rush nigga
Heyyy
When the odds are against you
Take a second pause eat a senzu
credits
from Which Way is Home ?,
track released October 31, 2018
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